The other day I stumbled upon the following statement by artist Chuck Close: “I think that while photography is the easiest medium in which to be competent it is probably the hardest one in which to develop an idiosyncratic personal vision. It is the hardest medium in which to separate yourself from all those other people who are doing reasonably good stuff and to find a personal voice, your own vision, and to make something that is truly, memorably yours and not someone else’s. A recognized signature style of photography is an incredibly difficult thing to achieve… Photography is not an easy medium. It is, finally, perhaps the hardest of them all.”
I cannot tell you how true the above words ring. I actually verbalized a very similar sentiment before I stumbled upon it: In the years that I worked on sculpture (I exhibited in a number of galleries in Canada) I had a voice that was clearly mine, spoke out, and was heard by others. I cannot find my voice in photography. So, I spend a lot of time looking at my work. I try to understand what it is I see in, and feel about, my immediate world, why I make images, what it is I am trying to communicate, and what it is that I cannot communicate. Where is my voice?
Up until recently my photographs were processed entirely in colour. The world, after all, is in colour. But, how often do we truly see colour? What is it that invites me to look at specific colours when I look around me? Is the answer conveyed in the photographs that I take? Does colour help the photos impart a mood or say something? Unless colour is integral to the subject of the photograph or pulls the framed subject together, it may cause certain details to go unnoticed or even make the photo seem too busy. Is colour the primary/core element of the composition? If not, is there a reason to keep it? These last few months I have wondered: can the use of black and white remove the possible distractions of colour? If I turn to black and white can I pull my pictures to such an extreme that reality starts to recede and just an impression or essence remains? I see my work differently when colour is eliminated. The photographs may be good or they may be poor but removing colour has helped develop my voice.
With black and white I tend to extract many shades of grey. As I shift to amplified black and white I am struck by lines, shapes, light, texture, and positive and negative spaces. Blown out black and white begins to move toward abstraction; photos of people or street shots retain a connection to the real world but are distilled down to an essence. By using high contrast the composition becomes minimal in a way that may be impossible with colour. Manipulating black and white in this manner comes to me instinctively. For me there is, in this, a sense of freedom. So, I push out and then pull back in.
The more I shoot the more confused I am about my work. In my last blog posting I mention that I second guess myself, always. When I photograph or work on processing the images I am lost in the moment. Nevertheless, when I am not immersed in the work I question myself. I am trying to figure these things out – an exploratory journey of sorts. With black and white post-processing the pictures emerge toward the brink of abstraction and I feel that this is something I need to exaggerate or create with greater intention. Simply put, I need to work on what comes to me naturally. I’m excited about these reductive explorations; it’s important to keep growing and experimenting. My discovery of black and white and moving toward abstraction keeps me attuned and helps me see the world as I feel it. An impression and a move to something fundamental. There is no need to hurry. Finding one’s way and learning to speak takes time.
Below are some of the same photographs in colour.
I love these in black and white … But thought that just one of them should stay in color.
so which one should stay in colour? speak up, please! i would love to hear why, too. thanks.
Thanks Tamara for this great quote, and your reflections on your art. Believing the artist is always ‘on the move’ from overwhelming complexity to the (reduced) ’essentials’, from colour to shades of grey, to black and white, and beyond. It’s (to me, a passionate amateur) a matter of perspective, of how fast we are moving, how narrow our blenders. I believe in whatever stage of development the artist finds herself, what matters, what makes genuity of a masterpiece (or dilettantism) is the way, we interact, communicate with our ‘subject’ at the time of shooting. I love to take photos of smiling people, and I learned, to make it work, I have to smile (first). If it is to be good, the smiles have to come from the heart. There is a beautiful quote: “Photography is a love affair with life.”
Yes, it is! And Annie Leibovitz reveals: “A thing that you see in my pictures is that I was not afraid to fall in love with these people.”
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But photography is not just about people… Can we communicate with trees, with roads, or with mountains?
You remember ☺, the Chinese word for landscape painting is 山水, composed of the radicals for mountain and water, one of which suggests vastness and solitude, the other pliability, endurance, and continuous movement”. Imagine, we could capture that nature of landscapes, or ‘things’ in our photographs, the same way the Chinese masters do in their paintings.
I believe we can. And looking at your works: yes you can ☺ . Great photos!
interesting that you say, “what matters, what makes genuity of a masterpiece (or dilettantism) is the way, we interact, communicate with our ‘subject’ at the time of shooting.” i think it is how the *subject* communicates to us – even when there is no interaction. we fall in love because of how we have been touched. and our photography (or any other art form) demonstrates this. are we saying the same thing but from different vantage points? probably yes… after all, you comment that photography is a love of life. i believe in that wholeheartedly. the eyes and heart see and feel. the photograph is a remnant of the embrace.
so… i have been doing a little more thinking about what you have written, daktari: “I love to take photos of smiling people, and I learned, to make it work, I have to smile (first). If it is to be good, the smiles have to come from the heart.”
in some respects i really do love the people I photograph. most (but certainly not all) i’ve asked to photograph when they come to my attention on the street. others, i have not talked to so it was the most fleeting of encounters and i never actually “met” them. yet through the images, the connection i made becomes a relic of each person with whom i have crossed paths.
Loved it. GreAt perspective
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i am still figuring things out but am so excited because i feel that i am beginning to get at the feeling i get when i am really seeing and feeling the world. then again, i hope to always be figuring things out. i just would like to feel a little steadier on my feet.
The only picture I prefer in colour is the one of the men in China, two of them in blue coats, and looking away from the camera. The red banners over the door and down the sides, and the blue coats – and the red lantern in the distance – and the chickens – are all lost in the black and white, elements that I think are important in seeing China.
thank you for your feedback. interesting to hear what works and does not work. i really do appreciate hearing your response to the photos.